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Superman Malaya
Superman Tiada Update
Enjoy the song :-( Semula Ku Tak Yakin Kau Lakukan Ini Padaku Meski Dihati Merasa Kau Berubah Saat Kau Mengenal Dia Bila Cinta Tak Lagi Untukku Bila Hati Tak Lagi Padaku Mengapa Harus Dia Yang Merebut Dirimu Bila Aku Tak Baik Untukmu Dan Bila Dia Bahagia Dirimu Aku Kan Pergi Meski Hati Tak Akan Rela Terkadang Ku Menyesal Mengapa Ku Kenalkan Dia Padamu Terkadang Ku Menyesal Mengapa Ku Kenalkan Dia Padamu

cookiexlove
bwehh.
i no longer want to be dependable on you. i want to live my life on my own with strong will. but the fact is that i'm afraid of being alone. when we first met, it was always a smile now and then and now there's no smile at all. so let's go back to the times where i didn't even know your name. where you were just a simple crush in my heart. where things didn't really matter to me about how you felt about me. becuase this cruel world is letting us open up. and i can't do it alone. i want you but you don't want me. there shouldn't be a making of any promises in which we can't keep. there shouldn't be a promise to always love you. such foolishness is our own mistakes. i'm tired of this life i lead. i'm afraid of what will become of me and my future. when you're not here anymore, how will i survive? i want to learn to stand on my own. but i want to do it with your support. i realized today that maybe we weren't meant to be. then why do i keep pushing it so hard? i like you so much but... (more)



Freely Given
till there's only You
a thought... you will only be as secure as the thing(s) you cling on to. holding on to a relationship? you'll only be as secure as the strength of that relationship. holding on to possessions? you're only as secure as your money/stuff is.. so, what about.. clinging on to God? Your favor, O Lord, made me as secure as a mountain. Then you turned away from me, and I was shattered. You have turned my mourning into joyful dancing. You have taken away my clothes of mourning and clothed me with joy, that I might sing praises to you and not be silent. O Lord my God, I will give you thanks forever! (Psalms 30:7,11-12)

Musical Radness
Changes that happened overnight
Recently ,I played a lame shit game when i bored. It a typing test game where it test your speed typing. On average i think i i get to type 47 to 53 words per minute. Well some of my classmates. Got an astonishing 77 words per min. Waoh awesome typing fingers. Born to be musicians. If only they were metal guitarist(s). I bet they do better solo's then Slash. Few minutes ago, this friend of mine ask me this sets of questions. * What does life means to you ? * Does the world means everything to you ? * How do you keep yourself going ? * What are you going to do with it ? Well frankly speaking this are the sets of questions that were asked and for me to answer. The first time i got this questions, well i could not give a specific answer because i have not thought of anything like that before. Well, some things have changed. Nothing changes overnight. Only your hair does. I mean the hair from almost every part of you body. Like your armpit's , your pubic hair..... (more)

Penari Mungil
Revisit
Gara-gara blog entry ini tentang menjadi renta (dan beberapa referensi karakter renta lewat film dan buku), aku jadi ingin menonton ulang beberapa film yang disebut si penulisnya. Karena kesimpulan yang aku dapat setelah menonton film-film itu (dan tentang si karakter) kok jatuhnya jadi konyol ya? Pertama, Walter Kurtz di Apocalypse Now. Apa karena waktu itu aku nonton yang versi Redux ya, versi Director's Cut. Jadinya ada sekitar 30 sampai 40 menitan ekstra dari versi studio yang beredar luas. Pas karakter Walter Kurtz itu akhirnya muncul, semua yang dibangun oleh Coppola untuk jadi sebuah grand finale, hasilnya aku malah nggak ingat apa-apa. Pengungkapan besar yang mungkin diniatkan bisa membuat penonton merinding pun (lengkap dengan soundtrack-soundtrack The Doors), aku juga lupa. I'm still too stupid to know anything about Brando, anyway. Tapi aku juga nggak ingat akhir ceritanya itu jadi seperti apa. Yang aku ingat dari bagian... (more)